Songtext Through my door Antichrisis

Through my door

I'm watching your reflection
on the surface of the night
Dreams are all that's left for me
now you're hiding out of sight

No more skipping light fandangos
cause our cartwheels cracked the floor
I wish it could just rain forever
there's no sunshine anymore...

Sometimes it almost feels alright again
though it willl never be the same

I still not dare to watch them all
our pictures of the past
so close to me as I recall
all the suffering came at last

Remember when I told you
about the dreams I had
in those dreams you were leaving
but you just smiled at me and said:
"Don't you see that you were made for me?"
And then we threw away the key...

You walked through my door
like she did before
and now that you're here
I want you to stay
but in secret I fear

You'll leave through that door
like she did before
and all I can do
is stand there beside
all battered and blue

But maybe you'll stay
just hold me and kiss
my darkness away

Deep down inside
A flame that still burns
might light up my life

My love, tonight
with your arms around me
we might chase the light