Songtext The sober truth Boondox

The sober truth

you all thought i was done huh?
you all thought it was over.
Shit it ain't over. I was just getting started in this motherfucker. Boondox the scarecrow.

In these moments i can't take, that i feel like i might break, when did i get so down? never thought i'd slow down. Was it over? got sober, didn't know what i might do. feel like hands from a priest that hit me back.

i knew i was a motherfuckin' beast!

ay bitch you long i been sober, back then i lost my damn life. bitches get fucked and bent over. i got a shot at the next life. ya'll don't know but a little bit, my shit ain't been close to told, always say that im losin' it but my soul ain't been close to sold. Angel on my shoulder and the devil in my right hand, lookin' to jehovah empty bottles on the night stand. battle with illusion cuz battle with you close to me, so much damn confusion didn't know who i was supposed to be. But never no more; repeat that, never no more. i see that coming from a mile away and never no more. gon' be that same motherfucker with my head up in the clouds, not just another motherfucker screamin' hey look at me now.
still rollin' with that heat that diseased ego that will never change. quick to pull the trigger and now ya'll fools is never outta' range, only thing you need to know, i got this, put that on my tat, Dox the fuckin' monster resurrected, put that on a hat.

In these moments i can't take, that i feel like i might break, when did i get so down? never thought i'd slow down. Was it over? got sober, didn't know what i might do. feel like hands from a priest that hit me back.

i knew i was a motherfuckin' beast!

The worst thing that they ever did was let me get my mind right, they shoulda kept me on that shit, not let me get my rhyme tight; nineteen days locked in the dark, ya'll ain't think i's comin' back; dirty now he ain't got the heart, but here i spit on another track; hoping that these doctors ain't forgot how much they hate me, hope they still be sleepin' on it, highly under rate me, hope your girls still fix a fiend while you at work to my shit, hope she use your credit card on not yo's when she buy it, now i got this new shit enjoy it now and live it up, first time that she hear this is gonna be the last time that she give it up, give it up; and you can put that on a tall tee with my number written under it so she can call me; call me, a motherfucker call me lame as long as heathens love me, you can put a bullet in my brain and they gon' resurrect me on the third day, apparition, you just feedin fire to the flames bitch. Ammunition.

In these moments i can't take, that i feel like i might break, when did i get so down? never thought i'd slow down. Was it over? got sober, didn't know what i might do. feel like hands from a priest that hit me back.

i knew i was a motherfuckin' beast!

In these moments i can't take, that i feel like i might break, when did i get so down? never thought i'd slow down. Was it over? got sober, didn't know what i might do. feel like hands from a priest that hit me back.