Songtext Speechless Cadet

Speechless

Uh, look
I'm tryna open up
That's mad 'cause I really never open up
I'm tryna tell you that I'm diggin' your vibes
I can only [?] babe, but you're dope as fuck
Me and my ex-girl, we just woken?up
Like?officially?done and we?broken up (Done)
And?it feel like it happened at the right kinda time
'Cause I kinda need space for the both us (Space)
And I ain't sayin' that I'm lookin' for a wifey (Nah)
But I do wanna do shit the right way
Look a nigga been scatty for the longest
[?] and the bounce, it was my way
Like yo babe, were you at now?
You wanna come 'round? It's a friday (Yeah)
Put a film on, that we won't watch
Lift your leg up, hit it the sideway (Yeah)
When I come to see you girl, I'm tryna go [?]
Spent back ten, look [?] in shape, and it's mad
That time was the biggest waste
But I spent time tryna find the smallest waist but-
Like, can you deal with a nigga with a past like mine?
If I told you I beat one of your friends
Honestly, could you get past that time?
If you can't then, I can't blame me
No goin' back then, it was shameful
But I'm [?] when I'm with you
Except for all those days I would trade you
But I ain't tryna talk too much
But it's normally girls I talk too much but-
Forgive me when I'm stuttering

'Cause like, I can't never find the words when I talk to you like
And I said, and you said, and that time
And we was like, and I was like
I can't never find the words when I talk to you like 'cause
How I feel, when you feel, I like when-
You know what, fuck man
I can't never find the words when I talk to you like 'cause
When I said, and you said
And they said, and they heard that- and like
I can't never find the words when I talk to you like 'cause
How I feel, how you feel, it's like
Kinda mad 'cause, you know why it's mad?
I can't never find the words when I talk to you

Somehow you face 'em
Makes me stumble, won't lose my placement, yeah
I'm tryna put together a cool sentence
But you got me sounding like alien
And bare stuttering, bare liftin'
You got me sounding RS listen
I get lost for words when I'm lookin' at your face
No jewels but your whole shit glisten
And like I know like it sounds like I'm tryna be serious
But I ain't unserious (I'm not)
It's the only time my feelings are mentioned
So don't get [?], I'm just ventin' (Yeah)
Look I just wanna say that, like-
But I don't really know what I'm tryna say but like-
Anyway let me flow it back
Like any way I like what you did with your hair
Girl when you had the braid and the gold clips (Gold clips)
When you said you was gettin' it done, that was [?] then I saw you went to the whole shit
And I'ma keep it one hundred, and keep you in the scoop
Never once would I want to make you feel dumb
And I don't want them eyelash, fingers no more
Fuck that, man I wanna see your real ones but like shit-
Man I knew you would made me fuck up my verse
It was going all good until I thought about your face and now I can't find my words but-
The next drop, I'ma catch it, I got it
Fuck, shit

I can't never find the words when I talk to you like
When you said, and I was like
And I said, and I thought, yeah
I can't never find the words when I talk to you like 'cause
That time, when I was like, when I felt out my mind, it was like
I can't never find the words when I talk to you like 'cause
When you smile and I'm like "Oh shit", haha, listen
I can't never find the words when I talk to you like 'cause
When I'm with, it was like, when I said and you said
And I think
I can't never find the words when I talk to you 'cause
When I said and you was like
And I, and that time, haha
I can't never find the words when I talk to you like
You probably won't even remember but-
You was like and then, haha
I can't never find the words when I talk to you 'cause
I think, most of the time like, just, it's kinda mad 'cause
I can't never find the words when I talk to you 'cause
When I say and you don't and I think
And you just, stand there and smile, man
I can't never find the words when I talk to you