Songtext Know me Futuristic

Know me

They don't know the things I did to get to here
[?] ball was always cloudy never crystal clear
What everybody do in life, I do that in a year
But sometimes, I wanna cop a jet and then just disappear
They don't see me when I'm walking right back to the place I was sitting and doubt
Finger on the trigger, that metal to settle the problem? I had that shit right in my mouth
They ain't see fights with the ladies, she driving me crazy, she hate me, I'm kicking her out
They ain't see when the polic? had me cuffed and arrest and b?at up outside of my house
They ain't never lose 500 thousand, they ain't never help anyone out
Just to get shit on in the end, [?] and spit it back out
Rocked up a family I'm holding it down, supposed to make everyone happy and proud
I can't even be sad, 'cause look what I have, that made me look like a coward
They don't know that I'm struggling too, they don't know what I'm hustling through
They ain't never lived how I did, with a knife on me when I'm coming to school
Always knew I had something to prove, always knew that I wasn't gone lose
But maybe I'm losing myself in the process addicted to making this money in moves
Yeah, how you cope in carry hella burdens, still be serving everybody else and they think that you perfect
They always treat me like a figure and never a person
Sometimes I gotta ask myself, is it really worth it?

They think that they know me
I ain't let them 'round, get 'em close enough
Really they be thinking I'm the old me
They [?] when times get rough and the [?] calling
They make you request, now always come with congratulations
Where were you when I was cooking up in the basement
All of the [?] but they tryna to bring up the old me
Don't let them close still they think that they know me

Tell the truth
No matter what I say they won't listen
So really tell me now what's the use
Start a war? To eventually making a [?]
Turn your back and went spitting and get my point of view
Yeah I know this exactly where I rather go and take the [?]
They ain't seen nothing like this before, like they eyes closed
Realest that you never heard of, put that on the bible
Focus on survival

But they think that they know me
I ain't let them 'round, get 'em close enough
Really they be thinking I'm the old me
They [?] when times get rough and the [?] calling
They make you request, now always come with congratulations
Where were you when I was cooking up in the basement
All of the [?] but they tryna to bring up the old me
Don't let them close still they think that they know me