Songtext In my rain Spose

In my rain

I was thinking all night how I worked all day
Wrote a lot of songs and my dues got paid
I should've gave up, should've ran away
Got a little love, gotta lot of pain
But there's no escape from this escapade
Tell me how will it all culminate?
The game don't play, so don't play this game
All these tears couldn't douse my flames
Standing in my rain

Before this shit erupts and people say "he bit the dust"
Everyday I'm living with this feeling that I missed the bus
I know I'm dope though my salary's low
Every time I wanna quit, got no towel to throw
Yo, it's a fact I'm not attractive to the mass appeal
Been around the map and still looking for my happy meal
I stay rapping, still thinking that I'm all that
Until I take that long nap pushing up the daffodils
I do this shit without clout
Self doubt keeps me humble but it never helps out
A nervous wreck man, I'm a mess the whole day
Taking Lexapro hoping that the stress will go away
Ay, they ask me how I hang bro
Tell 'em that you can't tie a knot to a rainbow
You know the same old tryna play the game no
We're all a lost sailors floating on the same boat

I was thinking all night how I worked all day
Wrote a lot of songs and my dues got paid
I should've gave up, should've ran away
Got a little love, gotta lot of pain
But there's no escape from this escapade
Tell me how will it all culminate?
The game don't play, so don't play this game
All these tears couldn't douse my flames
Standing in my rain

I'm not from Cleveland but I must be cavalier
These puddles my souvenirs, all my peers didn't hear
All the tears, all the years, revenues never grew
Idle hands, devils tools and I'm Target on Saturday
I can't fluff a pillow out these accolades
My "I might crack" leak, my "might snap" tweet
'Cause last week made less than athlete, it's wack be me
I got the self confidence to go in the rap beef
And the self consciousness; too short, ugly, bad teeth
Plus album after album I keep waiting like "aw here we go"
Nope not any bigger than I was ten years ago
Never half assed, I full donkey my material
Only bunch of zeroes in my cereal, my cheerios
Yeah we know, another sob story, odds blurry
Still rushing, I hustle, can't not hurry
What drinks do you got for me
Pull up for three but I'm not Curry
Here's a couple lies: everything's fine, I'm not worried

I was thinking all night how I worked all day
Wrote a lot of songs and my dues got paid
I should've gave up, should've ran away
Got a lot of love, gotta lot of pain
But there's no escape from this escapade
Tell me how will it all culminate?
The game don't play, so don't play the game
All these tears didn't douse my flames
Standing in my rain
Standing in my rain
Standing in my rain
Standing in my rain