Songtext Always this way Madeline Juno

Always this way

Give me a minute of your time.
And let me explain it and tell you why I'm in over my head.
Now,look in my eyes.I'm afraid,I'm loosing my mind again.
I recall now when they said: "Run as fast as you can,girl.He's no good."
And I stayed 'cause I honestly belive in you and your heart.Dear,
I know it's true and I'm losing you.'Cause there's much better girls out there.
And I look back and regret how I dropped my heart again

And I wonder,wonder why it's gotta be this way,it's always this way.
And I gave all I got to make you feel special.
Your kiss,forever on my lips,forever on my skin,forever on my mind.I'll never fall again like I fell for you.
My nightmare came true

This is me swallowing all my pride and my pain.
And my anger.
I threw it away.'Cause I'm willing to tell you what you're gonna miss when I'm gone.
We would've snuggled on the sofa and would've watched "Restless".I'm not much for bad things but for you I'd go all the way.
And we'd dance to our favorite songs and favorite bands like Tegan and Sara.Do you remember?I'd sleep in my sweater,
And keep you safe and sound.
And love every inch of your body.
And kiss all your scars.I'd make you laugh.
When you were about to get mad.
Now I know it was wrong when I thought I got back in your head.
And they said:"
He doesn't deserve you."
And I didn't care again,
I didn't mind again

And I wonder,wonder why it's gotta be this way,it's always this way.
And I gave all I got to be the best you'll ever have.
Your blue eyes,forever in my mind,forever in my head,forever in the past.We'll be just strangers with memories.
Love will find me,
I guess.
I guess,
I guess,
I guess.
And I wonder,wonder why it's gotta be this way,it's always this way.
If I only get you by saying goodbye.
I don't wanna stay.
You walked away.Wouldn't give it a try.
You changed your mind.It's alright,
I understand,
I do.
I understand,
I do.
I understand,
I do,
I wouldn't want me,too.