Songtext Spilling over the side Henry Rollins

Spilling over the side

Oh man, I can't believe the things I said to you
I must have been out of my mind
Desperation crept in
From all the things I've kept in
I'm sorry I just couldn't help myself
I can tell by look in your eyes
That you think I'm a fool
It's alright, it's too late to turn back now
I'm throwing these lines out
I'm throwing my line out
Hoping you'll bite and drag me in with you

I go so low until I see
It's when I hit the bottom I know for sure
It gets so pathetic when you're lonely
That you'll do anything

I can't believe what I've become
The things I say and do
Loneliness will make you throw your sense away
Here I am trying to get through
Feeling so small
Running my mouth at you
I'm feeling strange like a stranger
I'm here but I know I'm out of there
As close as I get is so far away
Am I coming off like I'm crazy?
My lack of pretense too intense?
Am I telling you more than you want to know?

Oh man, I can't believe the things I said to you
I must have been out of my mind
Landing hard on a saturday night
Walking down walked on streets
Looking through the windows at good time shows
My loneliness, how it hurts and how it shows