Songtext Speak of Twiztid

Speak of

One, two, three

My patience
It's got me anxious and it's hard to breathe
And it's hard to cope with my anxiety
When I know they're always gonna laugh at me
It's called embarrassment
I carry this like a ton of bricks inside a suitcase
And watch me change the outcome
Of how I act in those situations in the first place
Not the same person that I used to be
Young, green, fragile, naive
I got a sense of mind of what I was supposed to be
And I won't settle for anything in the middle, between
I wanna be me
Is that really too much for me to ask?
Every time I get the feeling the way that I really wanna feel
The feeling disappears and never ever seems to last
Need a new drug
Is there a script you can write to prescribe me a little bit of hope?
'Cause I been in the dumps for too many days
And it's unbearable to me to pretend that I even wanna cope
And I practice what I preach and tell everybody to keep
They hands and heart and their dreams in their reach held high
Don't matter if you fail or win
It ends and begins, it only matters if you try

Don't try to compare me to someone I'll never be
'Cause that don't phase me, I'm unique, love
I'm not from the world that you speak of
I'm not from the world that you speak of
Don't try to compare me to someone I'll never be
'Cause that don't phase me, I'm unique, love
I'm not from the world that you speak of
I'm not from the world that you speak of
Don't try to compare me to someone I'll never be
'Cause that don't phase me, I'm unique, love
I'm not from the world that you speak of
I'm not from the world that you speak of
Don't try to compare me to someone I'll never be
'Cause that don't phase me, I'm unique, love
I'm not from the world that you speak of
I'm not from the world that you speak of

Inside of my mind is a dark place
That I only go when I need space
And right now, I got the lights out
And I'm feeling like I might be full of hate
I wanna climb down before a drunk tank
Another way, decompress, say
"Fucking sure, life's a mess", hey
You could not beat me on your best day
It's checkmate and it's chess play
I'm so opposite of what the rest say
I'll have you rethink your whole tap game
Really hit 'em all hard in the heart
Layin' the change what you start
Face the flame that you spark
Somehow I'm not safe
I'm maintaining the place that I'm on
When the rest all fade away in the dark
You hate the three-year-old bark
Going against the grain is my arc
Juggalo vein is my target
Out of my way, I get heartless
And I'm calling it out
But I couldn't give a fuck regardless
'Cause to me, it's hot fire, this garbage
I could turn 'em all into carnage
With a quick trip back to my deep space of darkness

Don't try to compare me to someone I'll never be
'Cause that don't phase me, I'm unique, love
I'm not from the world that you speak of
I'm not from the world that you speak of
Don't try to compare me to someone I'll never be
'Cause that don't phase me, I'm unique, love
I'm not from the world that you speak of
I'm not from the world that you speak of
Don't try to compare me to someone I'll never be
'Cause that don't phase me, I'm unique, love
I'm not from the world that you speak of
I'm not from the world that you speak of
Don't try to compare me to someone I'll never be
'Cause that don't phase me, I'm unique, love
I'm not from the world that you speak of
I'm not from the world that you speak of

Don't try to compare me to someone I'll never be
'Cause that don't phase me, I'm unique, love
I'm not from the world that you speak of
I'm not from the world that you speak of
Don't try to compare me to someone I'll never be
'Cause that don't phase me, I'm unique, love
I'm not from the world that you speak of
I'm not from the world that you speak of
Don't try to compare me to someone I'll never be
'Cause that don't phase me, I'm unique, love
I'm not from the world that you speak of
I'm not from the world that you speak of
Don't try to compare me to someone I'll never be
'Cause that don't phase me, I'm unique, love
I'm not from the world that you speak of
I'm not from the world that you speak of